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Rest in Peace Shuvo, 1995-2020.

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Solve, Coagula
Dysphoria, Guilted
Embrace overwhelming
Pain and suffering
Dissatisfaction of life
Overwhelming self
Solve, Coagula
Solve, Coagula
Solve, Coagula

My knuckles turned white
This life forever split in two
Now a before and after
That we’ll never recover from

Left with nothing but memories
An eternity of what-ifs
What if we’d talked more?
What if someone called that night?
What if you were interrupted?
What if you embraced life?
What if you were unsuccessful?
What if the gun didn’t fire?
What if the gun didn't fire?

Shuvo.

It’s 9 PM and she’s screaming behind me
An immense wave of anguish against my chest
25 is too young to do this
My vision behind my head

We never saw Mayhem
And I’m sorry for fucking up Behemoth
I promise I’ll make it up to your sister
Is it bad that I can’t stop being angry?
Is it bad that I can't stop blaming you?

Your blood lay untouched for two days
I’m not man enough to figure this out
I cannot believe you've gone and left us all behind
Tears stain my face as I begged
I can still hear your mother screaming

Ashes spread upon the riverbed
A place I never got to know you
You were supposed to have the kids, you
You would have been a good father
You were supposed to see us wed, you
You were never supposed to leave us
At least we have that bad movie
We saw when I first met you
I hope you’ve found some peace


Solve, Coagula
Dysphoria, Guilted
Embrace overwhelming
Pain and suffering
Dissatisfaction of life
Overwhelming self
Solve, Coagula
Solve, Coagula
Solve, Coagula

Everything is now in the shadow of your absence
Your room will stay unchanged, I hope we followed all your wishes
I met with all your friends who came
This should not be why they know my face

I worry every day about how she takes this
I think this was a curse from a dream
I hope to wake up soon to spare myself
The misery

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from Thoughtform Guardian, released October 17, 2020
Naraka - Drums, Vocals

Zeshaan - Guitar

Kevin - Bass

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